My heart ache. Very painful... Yet i tried to keep a straight face. My tears were on the verge of falling... how hard i had to try to fight it back...
I really tot I had a wonderful husband. I really tot he really love me. I didnt know there is space in his heart for another. I know he is not perfect. I know i am not perfect. but i didnt think he could love another so much. So much tat he doesnt feel the hurt he has caused in me. So much tat he forgot that he used to love me. So much tat he still cannot let go of her. He feels guilty tat he has hurt her, not me.
My dream is shattered. My future looks bleak. I think i'm going crazy.
It hurts me to see him suffer.
And I don want my gal to suffer without a daddy's love.
I have no choice.
As much as it hurts big time, it's also heart warming when i see him spend time with our gal. I hope clara will grow up to understand that even tho daddy no longer loves mommy, daddy never stopped loving her.
{*Her Pets*}
{*Her Gallery I*}
{*Her Gossips*}
{*aBoUt XrYztaL*}
Name : XrYztaL
Age : maKe a gUeSs
biRtHdaY : 15th aPriL
zoDiaC : aRieS
{*Her Favourite Links*}
@. Friendster .@
@. Horoscope .@
@. Hyun Bin .@
@.我的名叫金三順.@
@. Hyun Bin .@
@. Shirlyn .@
@. Lynn .@
@. Piano .@
@. Tattoo .@
@. DJ Philaricist .@
@. Darth Vader .@
{*She Loves*}
to be hug and pampered
Jay Chou,Louis Khoo
Joseph zheng
Music
eurodance, new age, trance,
r&B, rock,reggae
Food
ramen, steamboat,
pocky, bueno,
MasHiMaro~
dolphin, penguin
cat, dog
{*She Hates*}
loneliness
nagging from people
to be fat
to be neglected
to be forgotten
selfish human
{*Her Wishes*}
1. Weight to drop to 50kg.
2. CLEAR HER DEBTS.
(*Current Favourite Songs*)
1 : She Is
Clazziquai
2 : ee byul mot han ee byul
Ji Sun
3 : ah reum da oon sa ram
Seo Yoo Suk