My friend mayee will be having her customary on the 6th of November....I need help!!
If i wear this outfit with this pair of boots will it be too much? Issit pretty?
please comment on my cbox okieZ? :)
Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.
You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognized as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.
It's the old old story - I am misunderstood - my partner (be it in your private life or in business) just doesn't understand me and YOU also believe at this time that you are being completely MISUNDERSTOOD by one and all. It then obviously follows that you naturally feel inhibited and not appreciated. It is perhaps because of this belief that you feel compelled to stand back and let the rest of the world go by. As for developing a firm relationship - inwardly deep down in your subconscious mind you are wary of even trying to get close to another person because you feel that if you open up your heart and feelings you are sure to get hurt. Since you are living in a society where close relationships are the norm, you feel that there is that need to conform, but any close relationships of any magnitude that you may have tried in the past have unfortunately left you without any sense of emotional involvement.
You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.
You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If it's not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.
http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/index.cfm
my mei took this test and she told me its scary hahaha....
well lately i've also been in a foul moood but dunno what is wrong...so i went...again it PETRIFIES me...
it entirely put my mood into words...its 100% true...
MOOD ANALYSIS TEST RESULTS
You are so adamant at this time, you are not willing to concede to anything. You are dictatorial with your own ideas and the way you are feeling and there is little that anyone can do to make you change your mind, or to be able to persuade you to make concessions or to accept any compromise.
Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbors and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.
Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
There is that inherent fear that you may be prevented from attaining the better things in life - those things that you consider essential to your well-being. So you are prepared to try everything to prove to yourself that whatever you do or try will go wrong. This destructive attitude could come under the heading of 'a self fulfilling prophecy'. This belittling yourself is your method of disguising how hopeless and what a waste of time you feel that everything is. So now turn it about. As you 'think', so you are... So 'imagine' yourself successful. 'Pretend', 'act it out' and you may be pleasantly surprised at the outcome.
When Bill and Hillary first got married, Bill said, "I am putting a
box under our bed. You must promise never to look in it."
In all their 30 years of marriage, Hillary never looked.
However, on the afternoon of their 30th anniversary, curiosity got the
better of her and she lifted the lid and peeked inside.
In the box there were 3 empty beer cans and $1,874.25 in cash.
After dinner, Hillary could no longer contain her guilt and she
confessed, saying, "I am so sorry. For all these years I kept my promise and
never looked in the box under our bed. However, today the temptation was too
much and I gave in.
But now I need to know why do you keep the empty cans in the box?"
Bill thought for a while and said, "I guess that after all these years
you deserve to know the truth. Whenever I was unfaithful to you, I put an
empty beer can in the box under the bed to remind myself not to do it
again."
Hillary was shocked, but said, "I am very disappointed and saddened,
but I guess after all those years away from home on the road, temptation
does happen and I guess that 3 times is not that bad considering the number
of years we've been together."
They hugged and made their peace.
A little while later, Hillary asked Bill, "So why do you have all that
money in the box?"
Bill answered, "Well, whenever the box filled up with empty cans, I
took them to the recycling center and redeemed them for cash."
当你开始追寻你要的自由
放开我们紧握的手 带走我的爱和天空
我不知所措 我以为我会懂
我们的爱? 我们的爱...
当我独自走到时间的尽头 回忆和我擦身而过
带走你的爱和笑容
我无力承受 最后的一点心痛
我们的爱! 我们的爱!!
把爱放开 把手放开
如果你的心已不在
把爱放开 不再等待
你的温柔是一片空白
把爱放开 把心打开
这次我决定走出 回忆重来
就让我彻底地伤 再彻底地醒过来
终于明白爱已不在 从今以后再也没有什么能去依赖
我还有什么期待
把爱放开 把手放开
如果你的心已不在
把爱放开 不再等待
你的温柔是一片空白
把爱放开 把心打开
这次我决定走出所有回忆重来
就让我彻底地伤 再彻底地醒过来
不敢问 却一直想问 你心里藏着什么人
不敢猜 却一直想猜 若回去有没有可能
我不够完整 你给的从来不够完整
连一个语气都无法确认 这种缺乏是什么象征
不开灯 我不要开灯 我身边容不下别的人
不锁门 我不要锁门 你回来是一种可能
我那么的认真 去思考你对我的认真
过程是多么伤害人 结论始终是疑问
我爱疯了 我疯到自己痛也不晓得
放弃了保护自己的责任 放弃了抵抗脆弱的天份
我不管了 我不管这伤口能不能愈合
选择了你也许是错的人 选择了包容你的不安分
我尊重我的 选择
我想我... 疯了...
20 03 2003 marks the death of Miss Woo, and the rebirth of Mrs Seow. Once i have signed on the dotted line, the word Me, I, Myself have cease to exist. From then on, its only..."US"
{*Her Pets*}
{*Her Gallery I*}
{*Her Gossips*}
{*aBoUt XrYztaL*}
Name : XrYztaL
Age : maKe a gUeSs
biRtHdaY : 15th aPriL
zoDiaC : aRieS
{*Her Favourite Links*}
@. Friendster .@
@. Horoscope .@
@. Hyun Bin .@
@.我的名叫金三順.@
@. Hyun Bin .@
@. Shirlyn .@
@. Lynn .@
@. Piano .@
@. Tattoo .@
@. DJ Philaricist .@
@. Darth Vader .@
{*She Loves*}
to be hug and pampered
Jay Chou,Louis Khoo
Joseph zheng
Music
eurodance, new age, trance,
r&B, rock,reggae
Food
ramen, steamboat,
pocky, bueno,
MasHiMaro~
dolphin, penguin
cat, dog
{*She Hates*}
loneliness
nagging from people
to be fat
to be neglected
to be forgotten
selfish human
{*Her Wishes*}
1. Weight to drop to 50kg.
2. CLEAR HER DEBTS.
(*Current Favourite Songs*)
1 : She Is
Clazziquai
2 : ee byul mot han ee byul
Ji Sun
3 : ah reum da oon sa ram
Seo Yoo Suk