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Saturday, August 20, 2005

*{Friendster Joint Horoscope}*

Friendster Joint Horoscope for August 20, 2005

You and Big Boss have smooth sailing ahead.
Rub-a-dub-dub -- are things getting a mite soapy when it comes to a certain situation? If the lather is rising, it's time to rinse and figure out a way to not repeat past events, especially if all they do is get everyone's dander up. You and your friend should sit down and -- most importantly -- break it down: How, exactly, are you two rubbing each other the wrong way? What can you do to stop? And how can you deal with this kind of a situation in a calmer fashion? With two heads working on it, you'll come up with an answer in no time.

~*~*
hahahahhahaaaaaaaaa........THAT CERTAIN SITUATION la what else??!?!?!?
the horoscope is really very naughty....
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*{Mood Test - Calm}*

Mood Test - My current mood is calm, accept fate, dun wan to think so much. Here are the results... again...its scaring me...

http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/index.cfm

You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.

Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can't be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy - be it only for a short time.

It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like conflict and you endeavor to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

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Friday, August 19, 2005

*{29mths and still counting...}*

R.O.M. On 20th March 2003.

I strongly believe that 人非草木...there will always be feelings that get aroused...
Esp for a ficklen person like me...I don't deny it...
Really..

Heres an example.
On my way to buy my fave 大肉包 for breakfast at work, i pass by polar...i can feel that the sugar roll is staring right at me, tempting me to sink my teeth into it..

And so?

I spend 80 cents on the sugar roll & my 大肉包.Bad example? I think so...think the above just plainly show my gluttoness

My age now? 26yrs old...I've been married for 29 months...Why so early?

Well..i was bought up in a very simple family...就好像溫室裏的一朵小花...no...should be 大花(my size).
I do not have the freedom to do the following
1) Have a BF before i gradurate from poly.
2) Stay overnight at chalet.
3) Go overseas with friend.

For me, in order for me to understand William better. I want to spend more time...Nope, actually the fact is..i cannot stop thinking abt him one minute therefore i stay over at his place alot...hahahhaha...

To appease my angry parents, i gave them my word that we WILL GET MARRIED.

YES, I AGREE. ITS TOOOOO EARLY.

BUT!! i never regret marrying him.

ok back to the fickle minded thing...sometimes, ppl ask me. "why so early, 雪伶? what if he is not the right guy"
my answer..."i've been thru alot with him...my heart will not 動搖 at all..."
but deep down inside my heart, i really did ponder about the latter...what if he is not the right guy? what if? then how?

I wonder whoever is upstairs is good to me,in order to give me the answer. Both me and willian went thru turmoil...from Jan 2005 till Aug 2005. 8 long months of turmoil...

But at least this 8 months are not wasted, in my heart i have an answer. I know that even if (if and only if) the following person come into my life, i will not waver!
1) A good-looking person(doesn't matter girl or guy, coz i think i am a bi) who can click very well with me.
2) Rich person who can provide me with what William cannot provide.

I've realized how important William is to me. How much i've really really loved him.
(OK If you are wondering that how come i dunno how much i love him, then SORRY. Bcoz sometimes u really dunno what you are feeling deep down urself. If you do not have this exp, then CONGRATS).

No, i did not waiver for 8 months. Not that long, i realized how important he is to me in End June. Early July.
Time is needed for me to prove to him how much i really love him.

For me, a bored me is an unhappy me.
a very busy me is a tired me. but not nesscarry unhappy.

Now, i've decided. Dun wanna waste time and be bored at home..I took a part time job...its great and i love it...
Time to work hard...for the sake of $$...

Oh god, please bless me that i dun shop at my work place. ok? Pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?

thanks~!!!

Last but not least, My Dearest William Bee Bee Daren~!! ok...i call him Daren bcoz Daren = 大人 hahaahha....

Poor wife just knock off...and poor husband is still working at Shanghai Pub now...hrmz...I start to miss him already...hehe

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

*{Amazing...e guy is VERY CUTE}*

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Monday, August 15, 2005

*{Mood Test}*

This test explains your current mood to you. Beware, its scarily accurate!!!!

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.
Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavor but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.
It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realize all your ambitions.

http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/index.cfm

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*{stress ball's poor fate}*

Result of a very pissed off me...

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Thursday, August 11, 2005

*{Today's Forecast}*

A few details might be scattered on the surface, but there are far more interesting things to look at in the depths. So pry your eyes away from all those silly superficial gewgaws and take the plunge instead.

The Bottom Line
Make your life easier, not harder. Where could you start doing that right away?

In Detail
Some heavy feelings might be weighing you down, but the sooner you address them, the better. You don't have to solve or get rid of them -- in fact, just acknowledging that they're there might be enough to give you a little breathing room for now. Afterward, think about going for a long walk, run or finding some other physical way of gaining release. Once you've done that, you'll feel like a burden's been lifted off your shoulders.

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

*{.....}*

whoever is upstairs is jealous! Whenever i say i am xing fu, they must create problem for me WITHOUT FAIL

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Thursday, August 04, 2005

*{Today's Forecast}*

Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
Feeling bewitched, bothered and bewildered? Well, no wonder -- love has cast a snare over you and a certain someone. Why fight it? Go ahead and surrender. You know this is what you've always wanted.

The Bottom Line
Leaping over obstacles is your specialty. So use those skills and jump, already!

In Detail
Your impulses steer you in the right direction, especially because you don't hesitate or second-guess yourself. When it comes to following your gut, you're all for it. In fact, that trust in your instincts could really lead you to some great victories right now, so get involved in any and all competitions that present themselves to you. Whether it's an impromptu three-legged race in the park or a surprise deadline at work, your reflexes and abilities are sharpened to a winning edge.

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Monday, August 01, 2005

*{bee back~!}*

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