我受够了 等待 你所谓的安排
说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱
我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆 找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害 我是真的很难释怀
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终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
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你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你 该给的信赖 被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块 要怎么拼凑跟重来
Weather : cold (bcoz of the office aircon)
Looks : quite good coz no water retention.
Mood : trapped, suffocated, stepped on.
this morning i was disturbed by my stupid sister, she call me on my hp to go to her room to catch a cockroach for her. @_@" then i wore my pretty new yr clothes and went out for work. Damn the ECP MASSIVE JAM. ....made me late late late late late!!!! 1/2 hr!! kena screwed by my nice boss....sigh....well i deserve it anyway... work was bad today, hell broke loose and all the bastards and bitches were release. I think basic courtesy is very important. hope that all the kids can grow up with proper upbringing and dun be a pest to the society when they grow up!! *spit* what's more i was soooo busy, had to write minutes for meetings, user tests. making the day past very fast but very tired. by the time i knock off, i had to rush to bee bee house for dinner.... he wanted to pick me up...so sweet.....so i let him. when we reach his house we started preparing. dinner was delicious and great!! after dinner he wanted to go to my house...@_@" we just met on tuesday loh...go my house for what?! he insisted. in my heart i know this means i cannot go zouk or newroom bar already....but i can't say out coz he always give extreme reaction. once bitten twice shy. He then brought me home, while walking up my home, i asked if he is staying at my house tonight. he say yes. then i gave dissapointed look and say "ok loh" He start to be angry and ask me why leh? then i told him i going zouk. THEN HE START AGAIN. He start to show that sian face during 2nd round dinner at my house. no matter how much i try to appease him he still show that face. this is so sickening, why can't i have my own life? why must i always seek approval for this and for that? when he left the house, he sms me "i am very dissapoted in you" i HATE THIS when ppl say that to me. ITS MY LIFE LOH WHAT THE HELL YOU ALL DISSAPOINTED ABOUT?! I HATE IT WHEN PPL SAY THAT ARE DISAAPOINTED IN ME. *SPIT*
WHOever tell me that piercing ear on the top is painful is lying thru their teeth!!
i DUN FEEL ANYTHING.
MY HEART FEELS MORE PAINFUL MAN!
@#@!#!#%$#%@#@@
was hoping that it will be as painful as what they say so that my heart will not feel as painful and i will forget about my heartache.
darnz!
*fret* and my heart still hurTZ!!
*bleeds*
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You should be dating a Pisces.
19 February - 20 March
Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and
hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be
self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the
fishes are quite romantic in bed.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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20 Questions to a Better Relationship
eXpressive: 3/10Practical: 4/10Physical: 5/10Giver: 6/10
You are a RSYG--Reserved Sentimental Physical Giver. This makes you a Nice Guy/Nice Girl.Oh, poor RSYG. You're the one all your friends of your target sex *should* be dating when you have to watch them go out with jerks. You're the sweet one that the lead in a romantic comedy ends up with after s/he learns a valuable lesson. You're the best friend, the chaperone and the shoulder to cry on when you should be the lover. Well, no one ever said people were smart. You dislike conflict -- you prefer to express yourself through action, not discussion -- but you know it is necessary. This means you are more likely to tackle an issue before it grows, but you're also more likely to stop fighting before the issue is resolved to your satisfaction. This isn't necessarily a bad thing -- it's kind of a nice compromise between fighting about everything and fighting about nothing -- but you have to remember to look out for your own interests sometimes. You have a strong sexual appetite, but it seems so out of place with the rest of your persona that people find it hard to believe. Often they try to shield you from sexual content -- it's ridiculous, but you can use it to your advantage: everybody wants someone clean in the kitchen and dirty in the bedroom. That's you. You don't want to cheat, but you might. Especially since it's only when you're in a relationship that you start getting the attention from your target sex that you should have been getting all along. Your experiences could make you misanthropic if you weren't so tenderhearted. A lot of RSITs think they're RSYGs. They're not. You'll end up with someone who deserves you in the end.Of the 203881 people who have taken this quiz, 3.4 % are this type.
{*Her Gallery I*}
{*Her Gossips*}
{*aBoUt XrYztaL*}
Name : XrYztaL
Age : maKe a gUeSs
biRtHdaY : 15th aPriL
zoDiaC : aRieS
{*Her Favourite Links*}
@. Friendster .@
@. Horoscope .@
@. Hyun Bin .@
@.我的名叫金三順.@
@. Hyun Bin .@
@. Shirlyn .@
@. Lynn .@
@. Piano .@
@. Tattoo .@
@. DJ Philaricist .@
@. Darth Vader .@
{*She Loves*}
to be hug and pampered
Jay Chou,Louis Khoo
Joseph zheng
Music
eurodance, new age, trance,
r&B, rock,reggae
Food
ramen, steamboat,
pocky, bueno,
MasHiMaro~
dolphin, penguin
cat, dog
{*She Hates*}
loneliness
nagging from people
to be fat
to be neglected
to be forgotten
selfish human
{*Her Wishes*}
1. Weight to drop to 50kg.
2. CLEAR HER DEBTS.
(*Current Favourite Songs*)
1 : She Is
Clazziquai
2 : ee byul mot han ee byul
Ji Sun
3 : ah reum da oon sa ram
Seo Yoo Suk