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Thursday, February 24, 2005

*{i am drowning...}*

Weather : cold (bcoz of the office aircon)
Looks : quite good coz no water retention.
Mood : trapped, suffocated, stepped on.

this morning i was disturbed by my stupid sister, she call me on my hp to go to her room to catch a cockroach for her. @_@" then i wore my pretty new yr clothes and went out for work. Damn the ECP MASSIVE JAM. ....made me late late late late late!!!! 1/2 hr!! kena screwed by my nice boss....sigh....well i deserve it anyway... work was bad today, hell broke loose and all the bastards and bitches were release. I think basic courtesy is very important. hope that all the kids can grow up with proper upbringing and dun be a pest to the society when they grow up!! *spit* what's more i was soooo busy, had to write minutes for meetings, user tests. making the day past very fast but very tired. by the time i knock off, i had to rush to bee bee house for dinner.... he wanted to pick me up...so sweet.....so i let him. when we reach his house we started preparing. dinner was delicious and great!! after dinner he wanted to go to my house...@_@" we just met on tuesday loh...go my house for what?! he insisted. in my heart i know this means i cannot go zouk or newroom bar already....but i can't say out coz he always give extreme reaction. once bitten twice shy. He then brought me home, while walking up my home, i asked if he is staying at my house tonight. he say yes. then i gave dissapointed look and say "ok loh" He start to be angry and ask me why leh? then i told him i going zouk. THEN HE START AGAIN. He start to show that sian face during 2nd round dinner at my house. no matter how much i try to appease him he still show that face. this is so sickening, why can't i have my own life? why must i always seek approval for this and for that? when he left the house, he sms me "i am very dissapoted in you" i HATE THIS when ppl say that to me. ITS MY LIFE LOH WHAT THE HELL YOU ALL DISSAPOINTED ABOUT?! I HATE IT WHEN PPL SAY THAT ARE DISAAPOINTED IN ME. *SPIT*

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