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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

*{my friend is crazy....}*

[01:50:03 PM] X: cannot say i give up on him... just tat
i'm disappointed in him..
[01:51:04 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: its normal....just protect yourself
[01:52:47 PM] X: but i'm always waiting lah.. waiting for
him to have a sudden change in attitude... only dunno
when would tat happen..
[01:53:44 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: how about u chAnge ur mentality and dun
wait for tHAt to Happen? thisway u will feel better
[02:01:28 PM] X: no difference also... just so disappointed
in him already.. we hasn't been talking for a week, and
i hasn't have this urge of calling or seeing him for a
week also..
[02:01:28 PM] X: and NO MORE GUYS for me... dun want to
risk it again
[02:02:06 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: good get rid of him once and for all
[02:02:07 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: please
[02:08:09 PM] X: we were having a fight again the other
day... then he shot one sentence "u always say u want to
pick me.. i dun like u to pick me.. i already tahan u
for very long already"
[02:08:09 PM] X: he win...
[02:08:37 PM] X: a lot of times also he want me to go and
pick him... and how the fuck i know he dun like.. if dun
like, dun ask me to pick him lah..
[02:09:11 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: he dun need to treart u nice...he knows u
will always be there for him
[02:09:20 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: wHat for he treat you nice
[02:09:32 PM] X: then i dun wan him to squeeze in bus,
tired, walking, sweating, plus got times he ask me to go
one.... so, a lot of times, no matter how busy or tired
i am... i also fucking get out of bed or throw my work
aside to pick him
[02:09:49 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: whenever he angry he can just vent his
frustrations on u
[02:09:54 PM] X: then after that sentence, i super
disappointed already... so, i will never want to think
of picking him
[02:10:35 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: good girl
[02:10:50 PM] X: that day he called, ask me where i am...
from his tone, i know he want him to pick him, but
waiting for me to say i want to pick..
[02:10:59 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: ha
[02:11:00 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: ten
[02:11:01 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: then
[02:11:37 PM] X: i never say anything... think also tulan
[02:12:05 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: then how he react
[02:12:21 PM] X: he never say anything
[02:12:39 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: oh
[02:12:45 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: the conversation just ended like that
[02:13:16 PM] X: yeah.. with a "ok loh... talk to u again..
byebye"
[02:14:12 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: he deserve it
[02:15:08 PM] X: i dun want to go and pick him and then end
up with the same respond again
[02:15:26 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: its not about picking or anything
[02:15:38 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: he just like to vent anger at u
[02:15:43 PM] X: next time he need anything, i wait for him
to ask himself
[02:17:08 PM] X: i know..
[02:21:09 PM] X: plus quite a number of my friends he also
know... then because my friends and i got no secret
one...
[02:21:09 PM] X: he told them something, and they tell
me...
[02:21:21 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: uh huh
[02:21:31 PM] X: and i let him know loh... whatever he tell
them, will eventually come to my ears..
[02:21:41 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: then how he react
[02:21:57 PM] X: keep quiet and feel guilty..
[02:22:07 PM] X: but i dun give a fuck anymore
[02:22:47 PM] X: its like whatever efforts i put in,
whatever i do, if he dun like, he can come and tell
me... dun have to fucking feedback to my friends and
then hope that they don't tell me..
[02:23:16 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: wat did he say sia
[02:23:22 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: u so nice to him already
[02:23:47 PM] X: and dun fucking let me keep putting in
efforts and doing things for him, and he all the way
accept, and until a few months later then come and tell
me he tahan me for a damn long time already
[02:25:30 PM] X: this time i really want him to accept the
fact that, without esther, he surely die until jialat
jialat... dun keep thinking he wun fall so easily..
that's because i'm the one taking the fall for the past
few months... and he's just cushioning onto me...
[02:26:50 PM] X: when i went bintan, he also know that by
the time i get back to singapore, he's just left with
half of his life...
[02:26:59 PM] X: but he still choose to bully me as and
when he want..
[02:27:01 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: ?
[02:28:01 PM] X: then now, let him go and see which of his
friends can help him more than i did... let him go and
find if there is any other woman out there who is
willing to suffer with him like what i did..
[02:28:01 PM] X: if he can find, by all means..
[02:29:10 PM] X: not rich, no money, dun really have looks,
refuse to give me any status, and i still stand by him
[02:29:10 PM] X: now no more already
[02:29:51 PM] X: see which woman who is NOT PRACTICAL at
all can afford to tahan from all this..
[02:30:21 PM] X: only he tahan lah, from all the being
driven around.. like i dun have to tahan his behaviour
like tat
[02:30:41 PM] X: need help then talk nicely to me...
[02:30:51 PM] X: dun need help, scold me like dunno wat..
[02:31:04 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: i dunno how well u know him
[02:31:12 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: but from wHat u tell me
[02:31:18 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: its so normal for him what
[02:31:39 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: its been 1tr ++
[02:31:41 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: 1yr++
[02:31:57 PM] X: yeah.. he is like tat one... everytime
during big fights, all nasty words will come out...
[02:32:16 PM] X: then feel guilty for a while.. after
appease to me already, everything back to normal
again...
[02:32:17 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: so u still Think he will cHange
[02:33:02 PM] X: until he really have to suffer like hell,
then he might realise loh... because previously he dun
have to suffer like hell mah...
[02:33:57 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: in a relationship, never expect a person
to cHange
[02:34:18 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: frankly, a man of 30++ wun cHange
[02:36:29 PM] X: disappointed already loh
[02:36:55 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: serious i am not preaching or wHat just
stating facts
[02:36:56 PM] X: got to run... talk to u again..
[02:37:02 PM] (li)(st)(@)(: cya~
[02:37:17 PM] X: byeee

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