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Friday, February 24, 2006

*{why always angry things on blog?}*

WHY?

Becuase this is the only place where i can flare at.

I cannot flare at the stupid customers who unreasonably insult me. I will be black marked if clients lodge complain on me.

I cannot flare at the irresponsible colleague who refuse to do what she is suppose to do. The colleague will talk bad about me and create bad 人際關係

I cannot flare at my friends.

I cannot flare at my family.

I cannot flare at my husband.

Who else can i flare at?

The answer is. MYSELF.

So if U, yes, U, whoever is reading this right now. Want to make noise about me ranting on MY BLOG, then please GET LOST. YES, get LOST.

ok..i shall continue...
why am i so frustrated...why?

1)MY ROOM, MY PRIVACY

imagine in year 2006, at the age of 27 and u dun even have your own room.
there are times where u need time for yourself...a good cry/god laugh/good dance all in the comfort of your room. but you dun have...how frustrating?

If you cry u still need to be afriad of letting another person in the room hearing it. Or when u dun feel like sleeping, you cannot even turn on the light to read a book...as you are afriad of waking up the others. YES OTHERS. I SHARE ROOM WITH 2 PERSONS. MAID + SISTER

i dun need a big place...i just want MY PLACE. a place which is MINE and ALL MINE.
it that too much to ask?

2) MAN.

all man are the same, they want their mate to be in their palm.
my dad calls my mum almost hourly when she is out without him.
my friend's bf dun even allow her to meet guys friends for lunch.
i dun blame my husband for being jealous, it actually turns me on to see his cute jealous reaction. but after pacifying him and he still go on, it gets irritating and suffocating...

3) WORK.

Imagine being in a call centre of a company when the website gives huge problems at the rate of 8times in 18working days. what do you get?

Frustrate ppl calling you to fuck at you.
Frustrated colleagues calling you to fuck at you even more...
Frustrated Boss fucking you for not chasing other departments when the ppl there do not have a sense of urgency.
A very fucked up you have not choice but to call the other department and chase them in a very TLC manner so as to not strain the already very bad relationship.
Received a very fuck up answer from the department.
Have no choice but to give customer the fucking answer that we receieve and continue getting fuck by customer again.

4) FAT

Now that i "cannot" go out, i will be a couch potato from friday - sunday. this results in? BIG FAT PIG.
the more piggy i am...the more reluctant i am to go out...
the more reluctant i am to go out...the more piggy i will become...
and so the story goes....
the only person who might benefit from this is my husband. becuase he will be happy to know that i am reluctant to go out and will stay at home. but he does not know the consequences - bad health, low self esteem, lousy sex (yes, when u are slim the sex is much much better...i know the 30kg difference)

5) MONEY

whoever is upstairs, let me say it AGAIN.
I AM NOT ASKING TO BE FILTHY RICH, all i want is to clear that stupid card debts. That's all.

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