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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

*{aRies should NOT be attached...}*

I am inhuman.... i think i shouldn't be attach at all...why? bcoz of my bloody temper....
*sigh*
i think i just "abuse" my poor hubby....
remember in year 2001 before i got attached to william...i was with a good friend at Le Meridian Changi at the lobby lounge chatting and smoking....

He asked me about why i am still single and haven't had a bf before...i told him "its difficult, i know my temper....when i am happy i am on cloud nine...when i am angry or when my mood start...i dun care who it is...be it my daddy, mummy or even god...i dun give a damn....i just bitch. its not possible that a bf can steer clear and dun come bugging me when i am in my mood...or when i wanna go out and play i can just ask him to stay far far away...."

He understood.....i think me the one who is saying all these dun understand...

Imagine i got attache to william 2 weeks after making such statement...AM I SELFISH? i dunno...AM I INSANE? yes....a great guy like william had to fall for a crazy gal like me....and i have to accept him...
why didn't i think of the statement i mention above?

i know why, i was crazyily in love with him...until i forgot everything about my problem...

i feel bad........ i am not a good wife...at all.......should i leave him? he drserves someone better...someone who will shower him with care and conern...instead of throwing tantrums whenever she have a B.F.

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